for him

not much I can do do to change things for the better. 

that there widening the distance stretches between us.

up to date ... word for word still preserved in my memory.

although you have treated yourself is so ..

honestly .....

This would not be angry with themselves let alone hate you.

I could not do it all.

This self-conscious is also nothing particularly of self when compared with someone who had an idol in your heart.